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A day of fishing, hiking, waterfalls, lots of glasses of water and a trip to the E.R.
This is where I am sitting now:

( Onward! )
Srsly. It's awesome.
I'm addicted after an episode and a half.
And this dude?
IS SO FUCKING HOT!
UNF UNF UNFUNF!
I'm going back to fapping now....
Oh and I want to send more shit so if you didn't reply to the last post I'm taking 6 more people.
COMMENT NAO!
My choice. For you.
This offer does have some restrictions and limitations:
* I make no guarantees that you will like what I make!
* What I create will be with you in mind.
* It'll be done sometime this year (2009)
* You have no clue what it's going to be. It may be something written, some physical thing made, a mix CD, could be anything at all, but I will make it myself. It's entirely my choice what it is. No quibbles, no refunds.
Oh, and the catch is that you put this in your journal as well. If you don't, you don't get anything.
Another way we're thinking of raising extra money is having Drew customize clothing, shoes, bags etc for people.
If you're not familiar with his work
( Follow Me! )
The sky cries with her today.
Big, salty drops keeping time with the rain.
Her cheeks, red with anguish clash against the cold grey sky.
Sitting quietly in the passenger's seat,
I try to offer her some comfort.
And though I am right next to her,
I can feel her loneliness seeping through like a November draft.
I hate to see her hurt like this.
I feel like a small child lost in the store,
Helpless, hopeful.
And she tells me I am brilliant.
She is brilliant.
With her foot on the gas pedal she flashes me a smile.
I tell her it doesn't look fake,
But I think I lied.
Cheeks still flush, eyes swollen from tears she drives.
Watching her I realize,
The road out of this town is far too long.
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My house is so clean and comfortable now. I keep packing and repacking my bag.
I'm so excited for Thursday. 3 days with one of the best girls I know. This is going to be awesome.
Clothes - check
Camera - check
Money - check
Butterflies - check
It needs to be Thursday now.
I'm in "simplistic" mode today.
Simplistic is not a simple word. How odd.
I'm going to make dinner. Something simple, probably.
<3
It's been a month and a half since my last period and 4 negative pregnancy tests. I told my friend Katie how late I was. She told me "You're pregnant.". I wasn't scared. I was happy. Drew was nervous and anxious and not happy but what man is/isn't? We were just about to completely accept the concept of another baby. I was so happy. So so so FUCKING HAPPY!
I thought about baby names last night.
And this morning I wake up to blood on my thighs. I got my period and I never thought my period could make me this unhappy. I mean, it's not like we were planning on having another baby just now. It just sort of almost happened. Like a mistake. Except that we both sort of wanted it. I wanted it most of all. Drew saw how disappointed I was and he held me. I cried. I'm still crying.
Fuck.
Your result for The Non-lame Zombie Survival Test...
Zombie Master.

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Your result for The Attachment Style Test...
The Cuddleslut

You're mostly secure, but sometimes you need a little extra reassurance to make it through the tough times. You are usually affectionate and sweet, and you find it easy to fall in love. An encouraging word from a crush or a loved one can motivate you for weeks.
Fictional character with whom you might identify: Kaylee (Firefly/Serenity), Hiro Nakamura (Heroes)

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| Secure: | The Unicorn | | | The Cuddleslut | | | The Free Agent |
| Preoccupied: | The Cling Wrap | | | The Squid | | | The Insect |
| Fearful: | The Doormat | | | The Leper | | | The Exile |
| Dismissing: | The Hermit | | | The Stone | | | The Player |
| Confused: | The Waffler |
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Your result for Which Chess Piece are You Test?...
The Queen's Knight

The Queen’s Knight is armed with rose-colored glasses. The mundane comes to life and nature becomes expressive of spirit. The interesting thing about this Knight is the ability to switch from fantasy to reality. There are exceptions to the rule, but this is the type that may have had imaginary friends as a youngster. Their stuffed animals also were great companions. The Queen’s Knight will see the good in almost anyone or anything – but their depth of emotion can remain hidden even from themselves. Circumstances tend to reveal sudden responses.
Not all life is rosy and this Knight is not exempt from disappointment or frustration with humanity. They may feel incompetence when dealing with their own ethical values. Things aren’t simply white black, but a grand battle of Good versus Evil. Evil must be reckoned with but Good shall eventually win. It is not that they fight evil, but that they fight for the essence of moral good. Doing something good is quite satisfactory for them and indeed increases their happiness. It is when something is not reciprocated to them that they are saddened and disappointed by others. They learn that others aren’t as self-sacrificing.
The Queen's Knight is dominated by an inner world of intense feeling and deeply rooted ethics. They seek to form their life based on their views. They are highly curious of those around them so are readily accepting of others unless their values are being threatened. They promote insight and understanding amongst others and contribute well thought ideas. They however can be a bit too idealistic.
So thats my boring day thus-far.
I think I should probably go clean something. Or something.
